Quin (stolen_grace) wrote,

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Addiction, obsession?

Just for a change, I decided to do some more despairing.
You only live life once. Time waits for no man. If you don’t do it now, you never will.

And what am I doing? Nothing.
Ok, so technically that isn’t true. I’m writing. And indeed- writing appears many times on my long list of ‘to-do’s, but not writing like this. I need to write essays, I need to write letters, I need to write poems & stories for the projects I’m working on. All these things need to be done, and soon. But no, I’m sitting here, putting thoughts to keyboard, and writing words that won’t change anything at all.
I could be painting, drawing, sketching, cooking, reading, playing... all these things I love, but the computer just draws me back, and holds my mind.

I wonder if it says anything about this in the manual for the PC?...

I wonder if I’ll ever manage to get anything done in life? Apathy and slothfulness appal me. Giving excuses irritates me. But here I am, my own worst enemy, to use a handy cliché. Get something done girl! Get up off your ass and do something constructive!
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